I am marking this day as my day of letting my heart speak of my real heartbeat of being adopted. The truth and the lies I am living in.
This time, may the shouts and the noise from inside of me and from my mind may now be heard and hope to come across to whom it is intended. This is to those adoptees who are also going through same path as mine. But actually, the real thing is…this is my way to heal myself. As they said, there's "healing in writing."
I've read several articles on what an adoptees going through and been going through. Most are from China, Korea but I haven't read yet anyone from my country? Philippines. Our culture has it's way of accepting us and it could be helpful if we find our selves here to help and support each other. Support system. Only those who have the same shoes, style and fit can walk along and in cadence together.
So if you're an adoptee and reading this, feel free to go and read on and share and leave a piece of mark for me. Share how you are going through with the process, I would appreciate a lot because I need it. And you never know, it is when you think you're helping me, you are actually helping your self.
But if you're not an adoptee, and you're reading this and you are my friend,, relax, I intended to join you here in my journey. If I shared to you my story way back before, I am telling you, I really had a hard and deep thought on deciding to share with you the deepest of me because I want you to be my friend "by the heart" and not just by the road only. Be with me as I discover myself, struggles, victories and your help I would appreaciate in whatever way and manner (books, readings, stories, real personalities etc). But here's just a warning, you'll be reading mostly my deeps and hurts as healing is taking place, but rest assured, I will try to look for the rainbow as I journey, in my after the storm.
In my process, this one thing I am holding on and I am sure of…
" For ye have not received the spirit of bondage again to fear;
but ye have received the Spirit of adoption, whereby we cry Abba, Father." -Romans 8:15
Above all, it's the Lord, my Abba, Father.
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